Whenever I hear this song by Staind, I often think of things I've done that have alienated myself from family and friends. This is what I enjoy so much about music is that you can hear chords in a song or lyrics that trigger within you thoughts and emotions true to our core.
June 2009 was the last time I blogged here. I was never gonna return, since my life took on a change for more hospital visits that I had expected. Since then, I have retired from AT&T, moved from Dallas to Irving, and have really buckled down to hone in on what exactly I want this blog say. I love music so much that at first I wanted it to be just a blog that covered music. But, I wasn't clear or sure about how I wanted to go about that. I mean, there are thousands of web sites about music and I read many but am often and quickly bored with them. So, I thought I could say it better when speaking on music and the artists producing it do. I came up short and now this site has but become a ghost town.
I began looking at sites that were practically about anything. However I was focusing on what they were doing to maintain regularity. I'm lazier when it comes to putting my dreams into action. Back then, I had allot on my mind. Today, i still carry those mental thoughts but I'm able to block them out. Who wants to die? Nobody I know of, and these were thoughts barraging around in my head. i still get depressed but there is not too much I can do except keep a routine of regular blogging of what I enjoy. The music that I want to cover is whatever I find interesting to listen to. When I say that, I really mean ANYTHING. So, for now on, I will be in and out here, blogging short and long blogs. If the blogs are long, please bare in mind that my rambling is purposeful with me in mind and not to bore you.